June 2012
1 post
Its happening
It’s really happening within few hours..
My one and only last one.
It’s a mixture of feelings I’m having altogether.
Not knowing what to expect next
But I’m proud it has thus far been a fun journey
March 2012
6 posts
Times like this..
it feels different somehow..
Is it how this suppose to be?
Is this how I’m suppose to feel?
I missed those days..
When things were much simpler,
Less expectations,
Less doubts, less questions, more trust,
And more….
Have I changed or have things gone the other way round?
Sighs..
Am I the only one having doubts?
Worries is filling up my nerves
I wished it will go away...
Sometimes
Sometimes we :)
To hide :(
Sometimes we :D
To hide :’(
comfortable
I just remembered, that time at the market snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart And rode down, aisle 5 you looked behind you to smile back at me crashed into a rack full of magazines they asked us if we could leave. Can’t remember, what went wrong last September Though I’m sure that you’d remind me, if you had to Our love was, comfortable and so broken in I...
Hate
Hate the fact it has to end this way.. When things can be solved the other way.. Why have I always have to be the one mending things back? Why me? Why? Don’t even get a chance to… All I want was getting back to the things were.. Am I asking a lot? The thought of closing my eyes is Js scaring me.. That I might loose it the nx day.. Hate. It.
February 2012
3 posts
Let it go?
We all go through disappointments, setbacks and things that we don’t understand. Maybe you prayed for a loved one, but they didn’t get well. Or maybe you worked hard for a promotion, but you didn’t get it. You stood in faith for a relationship, but it didn’t work out. One of the best things you can do is release it. Let it go. Don’t dwell on it anymore. If you go around wondering why things...
workout..
this is not exactly how I picture my day to end..
one after another..
and to the point, I’m on the verge of not giving a damn!
can I js not give a f*** and leave everything behind?
in need of a break
badly..
:(
January 2012
4 posts
If i died
Anyway i got to thinking where I would like my ashes spread if I died. I never told anyone. I never thought about it. And I’ve never recorded it down so it’s BLACK AND WHITE somewhere for people to know in case it ever happened sooner than I ever imagined!
If I died, I’d like my ashes to be spread across six continents.
Imagine the memories you’d have! It’d be a once-in-a-lifetime story.
So...
Reason
The reason why we expect more from others is because we are willing to do more for them..
He is the anchor
It’s time of the year when everyone is back to the norm.. While strolling in the traffic.. This car right in front of me had a bumper sticker that goes “he is the anchor in time of storm” That put a smile.. Simple things which reminds me He is around wherever we may go(; Thank U for the lil’ nudge..
November 2011
3 posts
stop
wished I could simply stop the time right now..
wasn’t hoping the day will come..
guess I’m js. not ready. not ready for what lies ahead of me.
or perhaps, I’m not keen of not knowing my future.. doubts after doubts.
or
maybe,
maybe..
I js. need to stop thinking of what if’s and js. go with the flow..
sigh.
this is hard..
up in flames
Some people dream of slowly walking away in silence as something spectacular goes up in flames behind them. Like the number one thriller that everyone dreams could be their life. And here I am to say…I watched you walk that walk, while the flames simply engulfed me. I wasn’t ready to burn or be burned. No one knew to save me, except the one that lit the fire. It’s magnificent from your view,...
October 2011
2 posts
Quote
A famous quote which I still find inspiring to this day.
“If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on.”
September 2011
5 posts
the feeling..
of wanting to
bury myself
down six feet under
……
3 more days before his special day..
“pa..i miss u”
Home
Nothing beats the feeling of your soft pillow and bed.
(;
I simply love it!
June 2011
3 posts
May 2011
10 posts
seagull
seagull (:
something i heard off the radio this morning.
xoxo.
April 2011
15 posts